Today was a day that was so different that I myself had to pull back and smile. When you feel something good or bad its not alway right to act maybe its ok to wait patiently. Patience brings understanding,kindness,thoughtfulness, forgiveness,and also brings peace. Maybe we all need some form of this, We all always seek the truth and dont understand the beauty in things. Like Friendship is what gives you the years in a relationship from respect, laughter,communication which is the truth in a relationship. Developing a relationship with God,Marriage,Kids,sucess, Happiness,smiling, Crying,Bad times, Good times, Loyalty,commitment,Family Friends, is the beauty of it. Most of us havent heard of beauty cause they still looking for it. Beauty is not something you see its the memories inside the truth that makes its beautiful.
Good afternoon……….New day same drive but harder push. Wake up get up. Let’s go what’s your reason for getting up. If you want it get off your ass and go get it. Nobody’s gonna give it to you. It’s called activation if you don’t activate you will always break. When you wake up don’t look at your phone for the first hour ,look at you and focus on your direction. A person can learn things if you don’t look into read watch videos search on it. Turning off the TV is not the ending of the world it’s a step for the beginning of your life. less time on your phone isnt keeping you away from enjoying things investing to much time is. Don’t worry about failing cause you gonna fail over and over. You gotta have that beast that can’t nobody stop me . NO can’t are words that don’t exist. Removing Toxic people like friends old flames married men/women that you sleep with or talk on a secret level. Like with reality shows facebook. Every time you turn it on you paying they bills hell nobody paying yours. Like with family feed them with a long handle spoon cause they will stop you also just cause their family doesn’t mean their not Toxic. Set small goals and when you get that done set even higher goals. Making process you have to loss sleep go through whatever sweat hurt if it was easy then you would of already done it. Age doesn’t mean nothing but more reason to grind. You have a purpose only you can fulfill. Need help get up early workout after work. Cause if your job nees you there you would be there. Like Martin Luther king said you can’t run then walk you cant walk crawl can’t crawl then roll just don’t stop movement cause with movement you get progress. You have to risk in order to grow you can’t grow then you can’t be happy and if can’t be happy then what else is there. Excuses just a way for a person to die faster. Motivate somebody you know and share this post .Let’s get it!!!!!!
Staring into the air like it’s visible to the sight
Going 100 mph , heart rate is the speed of light
Mind is black thoughts are haze in great lack
Finger directed to go slow but not to go back
Eyes get low and swollen my heart is golden
But my patients has just been ripped and stolen
Don’t know which road leads straight
But my road will not crack or break
Only be smoothed once I take the next step
Nothing holding me but my own blinded self
Thinking to the other side of the head
Right left don’t matter still on my last leg
How you feel is not what you think
Only what you see but what you know
Time to move but my moves will be solid but make since and talk every step slow.
We meet someone and says we was a match made in heaven
but we be so blind in that new fresh thing that we have
that we don’t see the bumps and detours in life we only see as far as we can see
Once everything hits the fan most people wanna jump ship
but that the real reason your in it, cause you don’t see the hardship
once you see the trouble hits triples and double
they wanna leave cause of the consistence struggle
The picture is always painted you just have to see it
most people don’t like to see it, they then they wanna regret
and say I wish, I never, but there is no button that says reset.
Either your in or your out, relationships, marriages, is a hard challenge
stick it out cause all you have to do is find a balance.
In all journey you have set backs
most of us become strong because of what we learned
some just don’t get it they just remain hidden
others learn that accept your own faults
cause one day it will fill your mouth soon runs your house
people think cause of what they don’t want will not happen
but in do time you will find what you don’t want, your future it will start to hunt
building a wall is like covering yourself with dirt
you mind it will take over and others it will start to hurt
look at how you use to be to how you came through your past
building a wall will only last as long as you keep holding on to your past
maybe not the person but the situation you was in
let go and start fresh and step back and walk again.
we all make mistakes drama and negative you start to create
but you must remain in prayer with God to always keep faith.
people and their on faults and falls, is only blind behind your on walls
Nice and clear as the white sand
Thoughts reminding of what was
Of the past and what occured
Not the person but what he was in
Memories Remember and let go
But some remain and we dont even know
It shows in the next steps of life
Try so hard to remove and not allow
Then you find youself saying HOW!!!!
We get trapped in our own memory
That I show a glimps of me.
Unstable minds is a devil gym
Good thoughts and start a new film
Surrounded by mist to be what you think
Dosent mean its true just meaning that memory you have needs to just sink.
Others say my thoughts is personal
But thats only when your thoughts goes
See Mrs.Mattox when I wake up in the morning knowing you wake up also I tell God thank you because you allowed us to see another day together as 1. When I say I love you I mean every letter in it to the maxx. When I call and text you I dont call to see where your at. I call just to hear your voice on the phone and your thoughts in a text. I love seeing you cause Im thankful that God sent me a beautiful soulmate and it brings peace to my day knowing your still here by my side. I love your scent without perfume and face without make up because its like looking at nature and smelling freah air. This why I trust you its because your my peace Kathryn Roshell Mattox. Im just trying to give you something you always wanted .. Somebody to actually Love you on every level even in a stressful bad times. A person that can still stay focus on you and be supportive loyal and faithful to God and your feelings. I will Continue to do that until God says come home. I say this to you cause we’re not promise tomorrow. So I love you with everything life has to offer me to give you but Loving you is always a milestone everyday to me no matter what life throws at us we stand together fight together cause we in this together as 1 under God and he is all we need.
Love your husband
Understand the reason it falls
understand the reason for laws
understand the reason it has lessons
understand the reason for seasons
understand the reason in reasoning
understand the reason for struggle
understand the reason to hustle
understand the reason for ambition
understand the reason for Transition
understand the reason for love
understand the reason for pain
understand the reason for tears
understand the reason for fears
understand the reason for trust
understand the reason to forgive
understand the reason to let go
understand the reason to move on
understand the reason to always be strong
understand the reason for God
understand the reason to start
understand the reason for friends
understand the reason that everything has a end.