Beautiful

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Today was a day that was so different that I myself had to pull back and smile. When you feel something good or bad its not alway right to act maybe its ok to wait  patiently. Patience brings understanding,kindness,thoughtfulness, forgiveness,and also brings peace. Maybe we all need some form of this, We all  always seek the truth and dont understand the beauty in things. Like Friendship is what gives you the years in a relationship  from respect, laughter,communication which is the truth in a relationship. Developing a relationship with God,Marriage,Kids,sucess, Happiness,smiling, Crying,Bad times, Good times, Loyalty,commitment,Family Friends, is the beauty of it. Most of us havent heard of beauty cause they still looking for it. Beauty is not something you see its the memories inside the truth that makes its beautiful. Image

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Thinking

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Staring into the air like it’s visible to the sight

Going 100 mph , heart rate is the speed of light

Mind is black thoughts are haze in great lack

Finger directed to go slow but not to go back

Eyes get low and swollen my heart is golden

But my patients has just been ripped and stolen

Don’t know which road leads straight

But my road will not crack or break

Only be smoothed once I take the next step

Nothing holding me but my own blinded self

Thinking to the other side of the head

Right left don’t matter still on my last leg

How you feel is not what you think

Only what you see but what you know

Time to move but my moves will be solid but make since and talk every step slow.

Balance

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balance

We meet someone and says we was a match made in heaven

but we be so blind in that new fresh thing that we have

that we don’t see the bumps and detours in life we only see as far as we can see

Once everything hits the fan most people wanna jump ship

but that the real reason your in it, cause you don’t see the hardship

once you see the trouble hits triples and double

they wanna leave cause of the consistence struggle

The picture is always painted you just have to see it

most people don’t like to see it, they then they wanna regret

and say I wish, I never, but there is no button that says reset.

Either your in or your out, relationships, marriages, is a hard challenge

stick it out cause all you have to do is find a balance.

 

Blind behind your own wall.

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In all journey you have set backs

most of us become strong because of what we learned

some just don’t get it they just remain hidden

others learn that accept your own faults

cause one day it will fill your mouth soon runs your house

people think cause of what they don’t want will not happen

but in do time you will find what you don’t want, your future it will start to hunt

building a wall is like covering yourself with dirt

you mind it will take over and others it will start to hurt

look at how you use to be to how you came through your past

building a wall will only last as long as you keep holding on to your past

maybe not the person but the situation you was in

let go and start fresh and step back and walk again.

we all make mistakes  drama and negative you start to create

but you must remain in prayer with God to always keep faith.

people and their on faults and falls, is only blind behind your on walls

 

Reversal

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In the minds of a uncontrol man

Nice and clear as the white sand

Thoughts reminding of what was

Of the past and what occured

Not the person but what he was in

Memories  Remember and let go 

But some remain and we dont even know

It shows in the next steps of life

Try so hard to remove and not allow

Then you find youself saying HOW!!!!

We get trapped in our own memory

That I show a glimps of me.

Unstable minds is a devil gym

Good thoughts and start a new film

Surrounded by mist to be what you think

Dosent mean its true just meaning that memory you have needs to just sink.

Others say my thoughts is personal

But thats only when your thoughts goes 

In reversal.

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See Mrs.Mattox when I wake up in the morning knowing you wake up also I tell God thank you because you allowed us to see another day together as 1. When I say I love you I mean every letter in it to the maxx. When I call and text you I dont call to see where your at. I call just to hear your voice on the phone and your thoughts in a text.  I love seeing you cause Im thankful that God sent me a beautiful soulmate and it brings peace to my day knowing your still here by my side. I love your scent without perfume and face without make up because its like looking at nature and smelling freah air. This why I trust you its because your my peace Kathryn Roshell Mattox. Im just trying to give you something you always wanted .. Somebody to actually Love you on every level even in a stressful bad times. A person that can still stay focus on you and be supportive loyal and faithful to God and your feelings. I will Continue to do that until God says come home. I say this to you cause we’re not promise tomorrow. So I love you with everything life has to offer me to give you but Loving you is always a milestone everyday to me no matter what life throws at us we stand together fight together cause we in this together as 1 under God and he is all we need. 

                                                Love your husband

                                                Marcus Mattox

Understanding

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Understand the reason it falls

understand the reason for laws

 

 

understand

understand the reason it has lessons

understand the reason for seasons

understand the reason in reasoning

understand the reason for struggle

understand  the reason to hustle

understand the reason for ambition

understand the reason for Transition

understand the reason for love

understand the reason for pain

understand the reason for tears

understand the reason for fears

understand the reason for trust

understand the reason to forgive

understand the reason to let go

understand the reason to move on

understand the reason to always be strong

understand the reason for God

understand the reason to start

understand the reason for friends

understand the reason that everything has a end.

 

Marriage

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Your the flower that starts to grow
Your my shine that glows
your my wife, my life, that complete me with Christ
Your my sunrise and sunset that I see everyday that is beautiful
your my air that I breathe
your my good health
your a good woman that’s worthy more than wealth
Your my Hustle with you I don’t struggle
Your my ambition with you I can do anything
your my time with you everything is on point
Your my Queen that protect, and watches me
your my back bone that balances me.
your my shoulder that I can turn to
your my leg you hold me up
your my arm we help each other
your my brain we think and make smart moves
your my feet we step together
your my partner we depend on each other
Your my lung that helps me breathe
your my tongue you speak love into me
Your my heart it doesn’t beat without you
your my rib that matches me
Your my blood you flow in me that’s why we’re complete.
Your my love cause you’re the definition of love.

your my feet we step together
your my partner we depend on each other
Your my lung that helps me breathe
your my tongue you speak love into me
Your my heart it doesn’t beat without you
your my rib that matches me
Your my blood you flow in me that’s why we’re complete.
Your my love cause you’re the definition of love.