When you left and you knew you wasnt coming back
got your money and said Forget them and thats a fact
always look after yourself
we needed food but you didnt care
we asked for money and some reason you thought it was funny
when your own kids ask you to help out mommy
You was messing around with your dads friend
when your family was at worlds end
we asked you over and over to come home
some how I guess that was so wrong
I didnt eat for 4 weeks only the kids
so I did what I did and stuck it out
it was cold with no lights sleeping on the floor with no couch
no bed only wood and a hard head.
They used me as a pillow which I didnt care
they said to me dad your doing a good job
I use to walk them to school and I had no jacket
cause when you love your kids you dont eat and you give them your jacket
You give them meals to eat cause you starve your self so they can eat.
I love my kids and my life even when you was my wife
I worked 10years and you worked one month
now you turn your back and stab us with a knife
It was dark in the apartment and cold I gave them all the cover
so they wouldnt be cold and let them know that daddy love them.
You listen to people outside our house before your own family
thats why the book could never be read,understood and close completely.
The kids called you asked that you help and come home your answer was NO!!
They cried and said dad mom is a lost hope(Their words)
They was nine and seven with depresssion and hate going threw their heads
I had to pray that god heal them and put the pain in my head
thats what you do when your a dad/paent you protect your kids not leave them for dead.
They cried and I was there to catch the tears and stress but I grab them and cleaned up the mess
I learned how to do the girls hair and dress for a man thats sucess.
I bought everything back up cause that was foul
we walked to the store to get one bag of chicken that lasted two month a
and a bag of rice that we couldnt cook cause the pots you took.
Whatever the reason you wanted to say good bye you never burn bridges by leaving us to dry…..