Walking up to a cross road
I should go left right cause ahead is too bold
I take a left and get on that road
Now I find myself in the middle of the park
All of a sudden everything goes dark
Now I’m hearing loud barks
Is that dogs or my pounding heart.
I can’t see but I truly can feel
OK let move on that, because feeling is real
I can feel the wind whistling and blowing
Losing faith and fear is growing
Shameless and scared to move
A quiet still voice says take a step
No no no.ill wait for help
I’m hearing all kind of noise
Take a step said the voice
Who are you,…I am who they say I am
I am the way and the light some call me christ….
Show yourself and show me who you are
I don’t believe what I can’t see now flee
Has thou lost faith because I’m not in front of your face
Your talking but I need direction and light
My son we walk by faith and not by sight
First you must belive in your heart for the choice to be right
You wrestle with flesh and blood
But with ourselves we fight in the dirty mud
I still can’t see you, your talking
My back against the wall I need to start walking
I know I’ll act out I’ll cry and let people hear me scream
My dad isn’t hear , my mom hates men , I have toxic friends
God’s mad at me because of my sins
Son ill take you as you are, ….wait even even
If I get drunk while at the bar, im a cheat, even if my faith decreased
No no no.your just trying to trick me I’ve been there
People hurt me so I sit and build a wall there
I can only knock, “Stoooooppppppp!!!!!”
Your playing with my head like a snake skin that sheds
The weight is too heavy…. Release it to me ,……NO
You’ll just Judge and point fingers and use me for your good
I have cuts,bruises, scars, burned wombs, and bled
It’s OK I know the number of hairs on your head you are called
Called to what, to a better life and vision
All you have to do is make the right decision
I’ll lead you but you to choose your path come on follow me
Trust me,……. no it sounds to good to be true
People lie, just to use your own aimo against you
I’m your father, …….Mines left when I was two
Son I will never leave you nor forsake you
Through faith you can step
Sins my son. cried , blood in his eyes nails in his hands
Cried out to me and said forgive them for what they don’t understand
Thornes in his head nails in his feet,…….. but was it for me
He died for you and everyone to be saved
I raised him from the grave , remove the rock from the cave
I made the world, grew trees put air in your lungs
Eyes to see nose to smell, legs to walk, and feet to leave your footprints
Lips to speak, and ears to hear……. How do I know your God……..
I desire a relationship with you, all I need is you to invite me in
I’ll cover you,,….love is a lens with a clear view
Simply turn, and accept me as your savior
I believe the world I’ll come to you later…..maybe
Because you I still can’t see and why me
Because you was made in my image
I’m afraid yeah it’s my Anxiety
It’s the fear that has me scared to what the future has for me
The world tells me it’s OK to wear masks
So no one can see me, it’s what covers my hurt,faults,
The world tells me everything including my thoughts.
I can have addictions drugs , alcohol, sex
My son…..queit…..I’m tired it’s time for me to rest
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